for mom

i wish
i could jus wrap my arms around you
and take all you pain away
i'd gladly take it all
the worries, pain - both physical and mental

i wish
i could jus touch your forehead
and erase all the wrinkles
all the proof for the years of strife
and all the sacrifice

i wish
i could jus kiss your cheek
and put a smile back on your face
for where only smiles stayed
now seem to have gone forever

i wish
by being me...by doing something
by doing anything
i could make your life a little bit easier
for all the selflessness
thats the least you deserve

if only

if only
you'd look into my eyes
if only
you listen to my silence
if only
you'd hear my heart beat
if only
you'd see my lips twitch
if only
you'd feel my cold palms
if only
you'd read in between my lines
if only
you'd notice my shy stride
if only
you feel my warm breathe
if only
you''d look beyond ....
you'd see
that even though i'm not talking
i'm telling you so much...
if and only if.....