I am making new friends
I am leaving the old behind
I am listening to my heart
Yet following my mind
I am learning to move on
I am trying to stay still
I am not going anywhere
I don't know if I will
I am scared of being tired
I am tired of being scared
I realise I'm walking backwards
While trying to run ahead
I am not sure if I can lead
And I don't want to walk with you
If I don't want to follow either
What on earth am I supposed to do?