it isn't envy
though it something very close
it isn't admiration
no its way more
it makes my heart leap
and then shatter into pieces
my heart beat goes up
and then to nothingness - it decreases
my spirits soar
like a dove in the sky
and then they dampen
and i begin to cry
you make me want to love you
then i hate you
i want to curse you
then i appreciate you
you are really special
i hope you realize that
"plain and ordinary" ??please
nothing even close to that
I'll never forgive you
for making me feel this way
yet i would have murdered you
if you wouldn't have told me that day
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